begin again

sometimes life has a different plan
has something unexpected ready to throw at you
when you thought you were already facing the larger issue
being ripped to shreds by an child trapped in someone else's shell
at the time, the stress was deemed the worst
only to round a corner to be blindsided
petty.
and I just don't care.
shocking outcome of feelings in response
but for everything I bring to the table, if its not enough.
whatever.
time for a fresh start
an opportunity to reinvent myself
to stay or go
to start over or begin again in same path
all the possibilities
passion.
creative outlets I've ignored for so long will finally have proper light
feeling so restricted & controlled is finally lifted
relief.