love you bestest big guy...

words....
so many words....
so many ways to make you smile
to know how much i care
to know how much i miss you to know you're so very important to me
but you're not hearing my words
how can i get through?
a lack of them should suffice
silence for time of reflection
so i can recall all of the words i've heard over the years
how some words inspired me to try for more
how some made me realize how important i am to you
and others that i will never forget
because of how spectacular they made me feel
i only wish to use my words to bring happiness
to share what i hold to be truths
to recognize those most important to me
because we only have so much time...
until you're gone.
and i can't talk to you anymore
and i no longer hear your words
now I only have memories
as whispers in my dreams
i need your wisdom
i need your advice
i need the verbal swift kick only you could give!
you kept me honest
you saw through all the words daddy
you knew me.
i am so thankful...
even if our words are no longer in person...
they still come through...