originally drafted on 03/17/2013, but not published. Never published for fear of overwhelming the person written about. but that person left my life some time ago now....so I'll publish it now to share a moment i truly felt back then.
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when i closed my eyes to think about him, this is what came to mind. standing in the woods up north, his kids running around...laughing, playing. We were crazy about each other. it was honestly overwhelming. :) it was beautiful...the thing i know in my heart right now...he's worth the wait. b/c i don't even look at it as waiting. i'm getting to know him however he's able to let me right now. and i love it. he's amazing.



close my eyes
deep breath in

wafts of pine in the air
forest floor under my toes
i hear the soft caw of the owl
the breeze rustles through the trees
bringing chills
followed by a smile
your arms close around my waist
as i feel your kiss against my neck
you come around before me
and pull me close
i snuggle into your arms

this is home
my thoughts drift
and there you are

standing before me
see your smile
and realize...